Okay, my latest weird dream starts out with The Fella and I driving along when my cell phone rings. It’s Ryan, telling me that he is purging his phone directory and if I have no intention of calling him in the next 24 hours, he’s going to delete me. I tell him that I honestly have no intention of calling him anytime in the near future.
Then suddenly I’m in a hospital emergency room and there are soot covered college students everywhere, obviously the victims of a fire. The Fella wanders over to the vending machine to get some snacks and then plops down in the waiting area while I find myself seated beside Ryan who is telling me about his college age boyfriend, Patrick, that he really wants me to meet.
The Fella keeps eating and pointing at his watch and nodding at the door while Ryan takes a pill he says makes him groggy. He swallows it and within seconds he is slurring his words and his eyelids are drooping.
“I want you to meet Patrick,” Ryan says, getting up and leading me to an ER cubicle. When we get to the curtain, I realize I have on women’s flip-flops and go back to find my own shoes. I change into them and turn to go back to meet Patrick, but Ryan is coming toward me crying.
“He’s dead,” Ryan sobs.
“Well then there’s nothing else we can do here,” The Fella says pulling me toward the door.
Ryan sits down sobbing and I tell The Fella to go pull the car around and I’ll be right out.
I try to comfort Ryan, but he’s really out of it at this point and tells me he wants me to come meet Patrick. We go into the cubicle and he pulls back the sheet covering the body to reveal a body burned all the way the bone.
That’s when I woke up.
Interpretations, anyone?





This is a prediction that the Dirk Mancuso in the alternate universe behind the mirror, Osucnam Krid, will burn the Thanksgiving turkey beyond recognition.
By: javabear on Tuesday, November 25, 2008
at 1:20 am
It means a blogger from your past will surface as mysteriously as he disappeared.
Hi.
I’m back … occasionally … and trying to (slowly) catch up with people.
Missed ya. Hope all is well. At a quick glance, things seem promising …
K
By: Kevin on Tuesday, November 25, 2008
at 1:58 am
You feel pulled between your future and your past. That or you ate too much crap last night before going to bed.
By: Sarah on Tuesday, November 25, 2008
at 6:50 am
You seem to relate a version of The Fella that is cold and uncaring, why? Could it be because he hasn’t opened up to you? Why do you think he isn’t open to your feelings? Damn, this is so easy, I should have been a Psychologist.
By: Ed on Tuesday, November 25, 2008
at 7:30 am
Clearly, you’re being punished for your thoughts about sleeping with women.
By: Steve's Rebooted on Tuesday, November 25, 2008
at 8:10 am
Remember, it’s just a dream, and the things you see represented don’t necessarily mean anything significant–that’s why they’re all jumbled together.
But “burned all the way to the bone,” eh?? Well, well, well–looks like Ryan finally got the svelte lover of his dreams! Hope the hips aren’t too pointy.
And The Fella’s got the right idea, pulling you towards the door–why SHOULD you have to listen to him bitch and complain after the way he treated you? Sucks to be him, huh?
But it’s just a dream. It’s just a dream.
By: Aaron on Tuesday, November 25, 2008
at 8:53 am
First of all, you shouldn’t even be dreaming of Ryan…..it’s only been three months, not six.
I think the rest of the dream is telling you that you need to take the Fella to Thanksgiving dinner with you so he and Lola can begin their bonding process.
and that’s my latest attempt at dream analysis……..
By: catrina on Tuesday, November 25, 2008
at 9:02 am
Ryan calling you and you meeting him means that you want him to know that you are fine just the way you are and can get a boyfriend. The fella sitting by himself and wanting to leave is you telling yourself that he’s aloof and distant and you know it’s time to let him go. The shoe mix-up is a metaphor for the fact you walk in two worlds — the gay one with the fella and a gender neutral one around your mom and friends. The guy burned to the bone means you are done with both of these men.
By: MindyMoo on Tuesday, November 25, 2008
at 9:44 am
That is some weird dreaming. I’ve been having self suck dreams. Those are far more fun I believe.
By: tornwordo on Tuesday, November 25, 2008
at 4:04 pm
Ryan is fucked in the head and represents all the crazy-ass people you’ve dated… and the Fella provided a means of escape, (i.e. getting the car).
By: Josh on Sunday, December 7, 2008
at 6:44 pm